[`+] [[ yarrr, im 21. =.= ]]
[`+] [[ im jiemei. ]]
[`+] [[ jaamie. ]]
[`+] [[ yearnsforsimplelife ]]
[`+] [[ awaitingformyfuture ]]
when there's time to feel happy,
naturally there's time that human does feel down too.
was tidying my music and picture,
many of the memories flashes back thru my mind.
i miss my gals.
and when i look back, i seems to feel,
we doesnt have enough time for each other, as always.
especially when we are dining, when we are cam-whoring, when we're conversating.
it always seemed that we got to say bye when we just like said hello not long ago.
it always that we kept saying 'i cant on' this day or that day.
[ well, i guess most of the time, could be due to my work schedule. )= ]
though, we dont meet so often,
nevertheless, i can sense that we do change a lot, a LOT, A LOT.
in terms of appearance, size, mentality and of cos, feelings.
long hair, cut short.
short hair, grow long.
spect, to contact lens.
pant, to short.
pant, to dress.
short, get taller.
smart, to silly.
serious, to funny.
naive, to a thinker.
fat, get slimmer.
slim, get fatter.
fat, get fatter.
opps, i guess i should use chubby instead right. (=
simply, a plain jane to someone we are now.
[ not saying we're pretty, but we really did change. ]
i bet if we were to ever step back into EVGss, teachers who knows us will be 'wow-ing', but definitely for both the positive and negative changes.
well, ppl come, and sure to have, ppl leaves.
but im glad, that i tried to maintain everything i could.
once, there's a her that im so close with, seems nowhere to be found whenever we gathered.
yet, there's a her that wasnt close with me, we even did fallen out before, is beside me, confiding herself to me.
come to think of it, and we even did discuss about it too,
' how did i get into the clique?'
seriously, i myself also aint sure.
i'm really not loud, neither am i popular or sociable, back then.
i was really, an autist i would say.
i really thanks 'god', the occurrence with you girls.
i sincerely do thank.
for all happy happenings that we encountered,
for all silent arguments and storms we went through,
for all gossips, for all the damage spent,
for all the heart to heart chat,
for all of this, for all of that,
FOR ALL OF EVERYTHING.
without you girls, i doubt i can be independent.
without you girls, i doubt i know that friendship is more of giving than taking.
without you girls, i really dont know who i'll be today.
yea, im made into a mad and loud person.
yes, you girls do play a big role in my life.
(=
life is not always smooth-sailing,
be sure to know, i'm more than willing to share all yours happy and sadness.
we'll go on, as far as,
a simple word,
FOREVER.