[`+] [[ yarrr, im 21. =.= ]]
[`+] [[ im jiemei. ]]
[`+] [[ jaamie. ]]
[`+] [[ yearnsforsimplelife ]]
[`+] [[ awaitingformyfuture ]]
PART1.
when i think back,
i realised, we've all grown up.
in terms of both physical, and mentality.
but, of cause, im referring more to mentality.
times doesnt stop, for anyone. age is catching up. i'm not referring about, 'im old already, cos im 20.'. im trying to refer about the experience that we gain in the growing stage. i know, many of you think that i've a dull life, as in all i've been doing is work and work and still work. i know too, many of you dont get what i'm enjoying in my job. instead, you're curious why im in such kind of job, wasting my time and 'talent' where there are other better opportunities outside that can even allows me to climb cooperate level. but well, climbing cooperate level is not easy, though it sounds nice. i really dont like an environment that i'll have to use almost my 24hours competing, or at the same time, 24hour guarding and protecting myself against that particular person. being ambitious is not my character, i just wish to accomplish task that is within my capabilities. earning lots of money is everyone's wish, nevertheless for me. but, to earn money by working a job that i dont fancy, i really cant accept it. and most importantly, i dont know what lies ahead for my future.
but well, future is created by ourself. life is just not long. i just wish to get hold of the present, and loves the life that im having now. for any great and lovely things to happen, we need to first, experience the unfortunate events. i always believe, all great and nice things will befall onto everyone, it's just the matter of time.
LOVEs.
PART2.
ytd, i think i was silly, and actually pay 10bucks for a 'fortune-telling'. that guy came into the shop and enquiried me about hindi movies. and i explained the detail from the membership to the rate of the rental to him. and then he continued about saying how lucky he is to meet me, cos he feels that im a lucky girl. then, he started telling me about what im actually going through, and all actually happened. he went on and on, saying abt my wishes to my relationship to my bad habits and lots more, for like 10 to 20 minutes then started 'collecting' charges for his fortune telling session.
he said '30 for the poor, 60 for the middle, and 90 for the rich."
i said "huh, must pay ah ?"
he said "just a little also fine."
i said "i didnt bring so much cash with me."
he said "fine, any amount with do."
i went to search for my wallet. and guess what. so silly of me.
i actually wanted to pull out a $2 notes, but instead i pull out a $10 note.
i said "i only have 10 left."
he said "how about 20, the figure looks nice."
i said "i really only have 1o left in my wallet."
he said "ok, fine. thanks miss. you're really a lucky lady."
and well, =.=.
PART3.
missDONNA. if you happened to see this, i really do enjoy the times working with you, and times pass super fast without us realising always. and i'm glad that, i feels, i re-know you again.. you're not really longer that chinhui i know. it's a good sign, cos it's a change for the better de chinhui. (=
PART4.
a random topic between me and donna today.
"will you come to my funeral when im gone?"
definitely, the replied to each other is yes. it's not that we are afraid of death. it's part and parcel of life. the problem is, we've yet tell our close one, that we loves them, and also we've yet enjoy enough with our loves one. so, dont wait. spread loves, ya.
PART5.
define pessimistic. and, rate yourself.