[`+] [[ yarrr, im 21. =.= ]]
[`+] [[ im jiemei. ]]
[`+] [[ jaamie. ]]
[`+] [[ yearnsforsimplelife ]]
[`+] [[ awaitingformyfuture ]]
bro: "jie, ni ji sui?"
me: "16 lah."
bro: "ni bu yao pian lah !"
bro: "mummy, jiejie ji sui liao?"
mom : "20 liao lah, ke yi jia ren liao."
bro: "WOW, jiejie, ni zhen de heng lao leh, wo cai 12sui."
wow, thks mr ang jie liang.
though he wont get to see this.
times are flying.
years are getting by.
im in this world for like, going 20years soon.
yet, i still feels like a 16 young girl.
ok, perhaps, 14.
aww, that's seriously bad.
i should be old enough to think of my future,
to think of what i want for my life,
to think of what i need to achieve.
how nice would life be,
if one doesnt need to worry so much.
how nice would life be,
if one needless think of their future.
how nice would life be,
if one doesnt grow old.
perhaps, i dont mind growing old, but i loathe the have-to-think of your future part.
i wish to be a kid forever.
BUT, im just purely dreaming.
dont know why.
i think is stress.
i think is cos of my uncertainty of my future.
im in a totally laze mood,
im in a totally helpless mood,
im in a dont feel like graduating mood,
im in a dont like what im-now mood.
dont ask me why, what, where, when, who and how.
nth seems to satisfy me.