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meet up with my princesses.
they're luyi, jane, casan and kahmun!
been longing for it.
seeing them, going out with them, chit-chatting with them, shopping with them, AND doing wadeva things together with them,
jus make me feel so relax, make me feel so myself.
no much pics taken, but den, extra memories added.
I REALLY MISS THEM.
time flew, extremely fast, without realising.
totally so INTO when, with them.
i wants and longs and hopes for more time.
I SIMPLY LOVE YOU GALS.
went to luyi's hse till 3AM. chit-chatting session, after shopping spree. i think cos we'r just gals. we reflected on our life in sec sch. looking back at those old neoprints, we commented ourselves. we make comparison of old-us with other gangs. and laughed at ourselves. we think of our present. and commented, conlcuded ourselves now. we thought of our future, we'r aimless. hmm.. well.. it's been just so long, and jus these kind of once in a while, we got these kind of moments!.
well, P1.
listen up. i'm gonna paste wadeva i said to u in msn, HERE.
so u can read and read over and over, before u REALLY DECIDE.
P1 says:
should i go on date with C2 ?
just dinner and movie?
[-jie.mei-] says:
it's ok for anything u wan.
phone chat. meet up. send u home. movie. dinner. lunch. brkfast and wadeva all thing he asked for.
BUT, PROVIDED u wont fall deeper. PROVIDED, u noe that, everything is jus friend and friend going on. PROVIDED u cantrol urself to think that. PROVIDED, dont becos of u think that he care for u, get hooked and sway and wadeva during the 'process' and ACCEPT him. HOWEVER, i think it's hard for u~
a gal is even easily to be target, and be hooked by a guy, especially when she jus broke off.
yes, indeed, a new relationship can make u forget the previous relationship, however.
does the new relationship, make u moves on and allows u to live happily ever after?, or does it makes u, continuously mingle ard there, and dont wan to move on?.
im not saying whether he is good or not. whether u should accept him or not. it's jus the way how u think. cos frankly speaking, if u realli love him more than
anything u have in ur life and u miss him till like u cant do anything, ask u not to accept him, not to miss him, is sth totally, not possible. so make ur own decision. but if only, u noe wad u are doing.
i once heard before,
"when u're contradicting urself, is cos u are confused. and when u are in a confused state, u are to make a decision, the decision u going to make might not is the right choice."
and P1 says:
yeahs. i know,. thats why i rather share and hear bout all advices
cos i know if just kao myself. i sure make a wrong idea.
just cos he is better den go. now i am more clear minded. ahhas.
actually i know ur advice all along. i know tats the right ans. just sometimes i get swayed when ppl treat me better. so i need friends. yup.love ya girls.
and [-jie.mei-] says:
**Edited to hide identity =x**
yupp, always can look us up. we'r *(a number) in a group. without me, there's still ***. she not free, there's still ***. ***, u felt weird, there's still ***/***/*** and blah. i
believe AT LEAST there's one of us will listen and craps with u.
ya, i noe u can be swayed easily. not cos u actually liked him alot. could be an infatuation that have yet burn off, cos u dint end with him properly the previous time. and now, jus that he took more initiative, and he is more extrovert as compared to past, u feel abit like, he changes for u. the bad impression u had of him is he did it on purpose cos he wants u to forget him, u might feels that he's actually thinking for u in ur shoe and wadeva. but, to say sth not nice, it can be a "story"/"reason"/"excuse" cooked up by urself, by him or by anyone else.. it's sth we dunno, cant assume, cant guess nor can be predict. afterall, we'r all actor and actress in a life-long drama, titled; LIFE. *dun attempt to guess the name with the 3stars. the actual name are more den 3 letters. aint me smart? =x
LALA.
DECISION WRONG?, LET'S LEARN FROM MISTAKE. =)
im not being encouraging nor discouraging you. just that, make the correct DECISION.
WAITING FOR SAT.
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