[`+] [[ yarrr, im 21. =.= ]]
[`+] [[ im jiemei. ]]
[`+] [[ jaamie. ]]
[`+] [[ yearnsforsimplelife ]]
[`+] [[ awaitingformyfuture ]]
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arLoe. tmls got no sch. dunno if it's a nice thing o not one. nice s in, ter's a day official no sch. but not nice s in, im quite bored staying at home. however, im rather lazy going anywer. ARGG. fan ahs. haha.
tot thru sth. lucy* jus told me, micheal* said, he hopes that the galSss's HEART will continue to STAY AS ONE after sch OFFICIALLY realli ends[i mean after yr3]. i also hope so. but, sth thing r like not so easy. say im petty, but i felt that, ter always a reason to it. kenneth* said before that, when thing happened, u tends to VERY take it to heart. however, s time passes by, you will find it s nth and find that u're naive over such small thing n hate that person.
well, it does make sense at time. but HOWEVER, i would still be thinking, if u r willing, to take the first time. willing to take the initative. is the other party willing to be open-minded and reply u friendly without thinking that u hab "motive"? it does flash thru me, whenever i wan to take initiative. it's realli take courage to overcome i guess. cos i tink i mind how ppl tinks. i tink i do. ok I DO. cos i felt that, everyone has different opinion on u. some might tink u r a great person with great personalities BUT ter's always others felt that u r a person with such a LOUSY character. so, which one is true?
mayb it's jus that, that person who tot that u are great, has not seen ur BAD SIDE. and also mayb, the person who tink that u are lousy, did not get to experience ur kindness.
well, it's jus a topic that is so open. open til u wun noe, the actual answer.
i tired of everything i guess. i hope to live in a simple mode. ter's no trouble. ter's carefree space. ter's freedom to everything. no wonder ppl do say that, sa ren you sa fu. silly ppl are normally fortunate. they jus nid to be look after, no nid to be worrying anything n take note of anythingy.
I WAN TO BE SA REN. sighs LOUDLY.
p.s * mean, change to hide identity. =x
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