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[`+] [[ im jiemei. ]]
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sign in:11:07pm was reading casand's blogg.. n i came across these few lines that she kapo from her frenz's blogg.. haha.. she's so bad!.. so m i!!.. =x here it's go.. It is sad when in this life those who work less, much lesser than you do might always obtain higher results than you. [ppl like to compete, esp with results.] It is sad when in this life we have dear, cherished friends drifting slowly away from you, never knowing the extent of your love. [they tink u r not cherishing them, when in fact, u r loving them always.] It is sad when in this life there are some who will take you for granted. [tinking that u r easy n good to bully, they took u for granted. not onli once, nor twice, but it's goes on n on.] It is sad when in this life there are people who will not practise what they preach, who will say one thing and do another. [say one things in front of u, yet doing another behind u.] It is sad when in this life when holding one's silence means being taken advantage of. [keeping silent doesnt mean everythingy is okays/fun with it, it's jus silence is golden.] It is sad when in this life often we must hide behind a mask. [acting to keep good image.] It is sad when in this life you have to face with such things and yet have to constantly repress your emotions and guard yourself and console yourself and adopt a cynical outlook and 'take refuge' in the fact that all this is normal and happens to everyone so why the heck are you being so depressed for? [knowing it that it's bluff, yet habing the needs to suppress the emotion of shooting back. the feeling suck terribly.] It only numbs the pain, it does not take it away. We should always let ourselves feel so that we can heal. (And then we move on.) [slowly, everythingy, man learns to look on the bright side, as we became numb toward it. n keep telling ourself, we'll be able to overcome it.]
dun make life more miserable. we shud oppose the miserable. n not let the miserable rules us!!..
SAY NO! to miserables!!.. whaha.
n i felt like saying sth here. came across lovely luyi's blogg, aft so long nahs hors. i read dao, she was pinching some hope on me to reali like go for the prayer meeting every week[aft i went for it once, it's enjoyable. met interesting n also lamee ppl. a good experience afterall.]. i believed she wishes/hopes me to go alot more den any others else. n i tink i had disapointed her. i understand n believes in everything the same s u, towards everything. but i tink i jus dunhab the courage to oppose/accept thingy yet. i not sure how to express myself. i believed everything will be the same yea?.. n not onli that, when i found my committement, u shall be inform in my 1st of the list, okays? love ya, my dearie! =>
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