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ytd de bloggii ishx in a mess.. i real mess.. haha.. but i'm not going to edit.. haha.. so happy reading..
i had a good slp today.. wake up at 11pm.. class starts at 1pm.. haha.. the weather was windy.. all thanks to jane's call n den i woke up.. haha..
ya.. she call me fer a meeting in the afternoon.. in the end i did not go.. becos i'm habing cmaths test tmls.. so decided to ps them n not go.. i noe it's bad.. but i cant help it..
today when to school s usual.. meet at station n walk tgt.. we are almost late.. but manage to get into the lectures in time.. the time when we tap was 1:08pm.. thx to the 10mins grant.. haha.. den 1hr of lecture..1 hr brk.. spending my 45mins of the lecture doing accounting.. den brk tme copy notes.. after that when fer accounting tutorial.. quite fun today.. cos chew seah dint take medicine.. done alot of stupid action.. make the whole class stupid.. after lesson we went to mac n eat.. after eating.. diana left not soon after raymond arrived.. den.. sab n me was copying function notes.. jianyuan , ah nel, kiwi was toking religious thingy.. sounds so superstitious..
yuppis.. mention bou chew seah's action jus now.. reminds me again of my sec. school days.. i remember back brian's face.. when he create jokes.. whack ppls with his might.. axin's face.. how he try to be galgal.. zhiliang's face.. how he tried to make us die under brian's hand.. yuanting's face.. how he always create those damn rubbish.. cheng yi's face.. how lamee he was.. weijie's face.. his sians face whenever he tio physco n tried unsuccessfully to physco back others.. sebas's blurr face.. yijiang's quiet face.. lyn's act cute face.. shihui's cold joke face.. chin's the always kena bully face.. yiling's whack ppls skill. siming's innocent face.. mr. liang's self-praise.. n lotsa lotsa more.. jus like a movie keeps flashing thru my mind.. replay n replays.. a show that u wun get tired of watching..
here's a few sentence frm one of frens bloggii="do u wonder how sometimes things can change just like that.....one moment u can be realli good friends wif someone and another moment its just not like that anymore..... u wish it can always remain the same but it just can't be like that..... well is there such thing as turning back the clock?haha... i think there is.... u can turn back ur own clocks at home.... but u cant turn back everyone else's clocks....."
i also tink alike.. i can onli turn my own clock at home.. even if i turn to the life back.. i went to the sec school.. the teacher will be asking me.. "y r u here?" i'll be looking so stupid..
i feels that i'm getting more n more fragile.. i dun seems strong anymore.. i feels that i am in no position to console others who needs helps.. cos it's seemed like i cant even help myself.. i can onli at most be a joker.. to cheer up bahs.. mayb that's my way of strong.. mayb i keep quiet.. i'll me tinking of alots of thingys.. n all those harmed me.. i dunwan.. i jus feel like not tinking anything n be myself.. i wan a carefree me.. i wan a problemless me.. but in life who will hab no trouble?.. no problem?.. i jus wan it to the minimum level.. =>
*life.ishx.full.of.ups.and.down.hab.to.zheng.zuo! on.my.way.to.be.a.contented.person
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