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arLoe.. bloggii..
u are my 2nd bloggii.. i change becos i knew friendster will spread my bloggii all around.. but i dun wan others to noe of it.. wanna type in reali personal thingy too..
eRr.. yupiis.. today ishx friday.. a tiring day fer me.. and many thingys seems to happened.. jus in one day.. recently also alot of thingy.. mayb vexed.. mayb frustrated.. dunno lahz.. i also blurr.. hais.. jus now recently alot of tests.. firstly ishx the marketing held on monday (04-07-05), accounting (06-07-05) and today's de computing maths(08-07-05).. everyday was like studying till late night.. but was like online till midnight den start studying.. if not wil be distracted by those tv noise pollution, the face by my brothers.. n the keep asking by my ah bu!!.. haas.. no complain bou the nagging.. ishx aiyaz.. jus the naggy.. understand de lahz.. =x..
-school.life-
hab my lesson since 8am to 1pm.. no breaks in b/w.. friday ishx a day lidat.. den frm hungry become not hungry.. from not tired become tired.. times flies norhx.. studying fer more den 1mths le.. fast norhx~ my school work like no improvement norhx.. den also like i dint absorb dao thingy.. everyday go school fer attendance lidat.. =x.. haas.. but hab my test today.. the subject i love most.. Cmaths.. haas.. err.. the topic on set theory n logic.. heard dat it was Amaths chpt.. no wonder so stranger to me.. like they noe me.. i dunno them.. was it a sad thingy?.. o am i proud of it?.. =x.. aiyas.. jus not self-bluffing.. i'm sad of cos.. realised i'm so w.e.a.k actualli.. life in poly ishx not like in sec sch.. although evg ishx not a gd sch.. but it as a big bunch of good teacher.. wadeva u duno.. jus feel free to approach.. in nyp.. i jus can pray!!.. pray that hopefully i wun be given a teacher that cant teach.. if not i'll be gone.. e.g Cmaths.. =,=.. now hab to strain myself hard to listen fer lecture.. if not.. gone~.. shoo~ hais..
the test ishx held at 12pm.. Cmaths tutorial time.. the ah.tu tutorial teacher go thru with us the last few tutorial qns.. den we hab our test.. the test consist of 2 qns. 10marks altogther.. doubt that i'll pass.. nbm.. tink up to poly.. jus hab to get used to it.. sIaNz.. yups.. after my test which ends befer 1pm.. we went to j8.. diana initially wanna buy present fer raymond.. but saw nths.. cos raymond was picky.. =x.. haas.. err.. den tired.. aft that when back to sch fer lesson at 4pm.. java sialz.. computer lehx.. system lehx.. omg.. i'm studying it!!.. i'm actualli a computer idiot norhx.. n i'm doing it.. hab to buck up.. haas..
-after.school-
initially, hab gong.zhus meeting.. but all was like.. not free.. not free.. cant make it all these.. den i was reali tired dao i took nap during my java lesson.. die arhz.. haas.. although was like onli a 10min nap.. i was like.. hahas.. slping beauty?.. =x.. i finds i took a long nap.. haaz.. n wake up realising 10mins onli.. c how tiring i'm.. n stress at the same time?.. =x.. den when i wake up.. i had headache.. back of the head.. the impact lidat.. aiyas.. dunno how to describe lahs.. den went back home w/o going fer the gong.zhu meeting norhs.. chinhui, km, shihui was not going.. left me, luyi, casand, jane n lyn.. lyn n jane is cfm going kind.. but luyi was like no mood lidat.. den casan.. will be rush?.. i seeing how the thingy go.. i noe..lyn n jane would be a ibt sadded bout it?.. o mayb they wun?.. cos like they hab heir events helding too.. hais.. dunno.. maybi'n sensitive.. tink too much..
-gong.zhu-
we seem to be drifting.. further.further.further.. i hate the feeling.. although like got fone no.. who make the initiative to contact each other?.. hais.. even if hab a stead, also not inform.. suan le..wan say jiu say bahz.. ur wish.. dunwan say.. a knife/sword/fork o wad at ur neck also useless.. haisz..
-n.y.p-
haas.. i have a bunch of cold classmates.. always full of cold jokes.. with them i nids thick winter suits to survive.. haaz.. they are reali lamee.. especiall lionel (normally noe s ah nel), kee wei(known as kiwi) they two match together.. wahs.. tian xia wu shuang.. got one pair.. no second pair arhz.. haaz.. reali lamee.. full of praise?.. i'm lamee too.. haaz..
-f.a.m.i.l.y-
i jus hab a quarrel with my brother.. ending up my daddy clear up the fuss.. he was letting out the long sigh.. althought the quarrel topic was lamee.. but i was jus wanting to let him noe, i'm the sister norhx.. he should like respect norhx.. he was like.. not caring norhx.. it's pekchek.. irritating norhx.. my this brother ishx getting more n more out of hand.. he wa caught by the principal for not wearing a proper attire.. n still talks back which he insisted ishx jiang dao li.. =,= in the end, mu mother was called down to the school to bring him back.. somemore the teacher who handle him was my biology teacher when i'm in sec 4.. she cant believe i hab a brother lidat. haaz.. i seem to be praising myself.. =x back to my brother.. reali cant handle him.. i'm like a useless sista.. jus like most my gong.zhu says me.. i jus dunhab the power.. mayb last time i too let them hab their own ways..
that day i saw my brother hp have a video clip on those ah beng fighting in the guy's toilet.. i was like.. ishx the one beating him?.. o the one beaten him?.. i watch the clip over n over again.. jux cant c the face.. too blurr.. n i immediately confronted him.. ask him.. he still can hehe.haha. at me.. says his frenz send him.. imagine.. jus wad kidn of frenz he's habing.. =,= of cos afraid that he'll gets into bad company mahz.. now quarrel with him le.. jux gib me attp.. tink i will gib in mehx?.. humhps.. i also got attp de norhx.. mai show onli..
hao le mahz.. LONG enuff fer today.. like writing my life story to film lidat.. =x.. kkays.. stop here..
*p.s 那是我们都回不去的从前..sEe.my.smile.my.friend.we.are.with.you.holding.hands
sweet.memories.of.the.past.but.time.cant.get.back.to.the.naive.days
(2hr bloggii post sialz..=,=)
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